Thursday, April 2, 2009

bi polar

hello all i am little bit bi polar. i am very unreasonable. push people to end of tether. breaking point. camel's back. i push people to camel's back. it is compulsive though you wouldn't know it. i write 'i'm sorry forgive me' love from handful. that's my nickname; handful.

peeping tom has the most divine penis. we have become very fond of each other. at least i hope it's mutual, of course it is. he is so tough sometimes. but he is awake which is a miracle.

tom has made some rules, which scare the willies out of me, it all ends with rules, it all begins to end with rules. i hate it. i hate him sometimes. the opposite of love is indifference. the opposite of love is indifference. the opposite of love is laying in this bed reading this book that i have read three other times and waiting until i can't stand him any longer.

oh lord. don't let me be misunderstood. i'm just a soul who's intentions are good...but am i? i am little bit bi polar after all.

1 comment:

Krissy Kneen said...

how odd. I just finish posting a blog coming clean about my bipolar disorder and here is yours. We are in sync. I understand. It is very difficult. They say we are worth it, but I am not sure I would pay to get on this rollercoaster no matter how high it goes...